When I take a day or so chilling around it feels pointless .. things that usually make me have fun and relax, have nothing of that effect without Real World .. I mean work or study or other serious stuff. I have to be pissed off at some problem, stressed by some home work, tired or just finished something .. that way relaxing feels great ..
Like when you go to bed when you are a train wreck who would be satisfied by any Horizontal position, that phase is the most amazing, lovely and deep sleep ever ..
I'm facing my self with this fact, but not in my mother language .. maybe cause it would bee too confronting to read it in Arabic .. It would be as if it's alive
This maybe my way of denial
In the middle of all the winter weather ..... I feel the Heat
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